Hi my baby girl.
It's Christmas night. I thought about you a lot today, I cried a lot too. You were the first little blessing I thought of this morning, when I woke up. I've felt physically sick all day, I just wish you knew how cherished you are. I just wish you knew the joy of Christmas, and family. I love you baby girl, and I'm getting you a present for your keepsake box. I worry about you, I have nightmares that you aren't being treated like the my baby girl should be treated. I miss you, and wish you were home, safe, tucked into bed, with presents, and a tummy full of Christmas dinner.
Tears are flowing tonight, over you baby girl, yes I worry, and cry just like a mama would. I love and miss you, just like a mama would. Just like a mama, I wish you were home, I wish you were loved, I wish I knew that you were "okay", I pray for you everyday, I have your pictures hanging in my room.
This Christmas...my heart hurts. For you baby girl, all for you. If I could give all my presents, dinner, clothes, house, food, anything to get you in a mamas arms, I would baby girl, I really would.
I love you baby girl.
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